Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Matthew 25:34-40


Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’

The righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’“The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’




For me, one of the hardest parts about being in any big city is the homelessness that comes along with it. Not kidding, EVERY time I see a homeless person my mind immediately goes to the verses above. I picture Jesus saying to me when I stand before Him, “Where were you when I was hungry? Where were you when I needed a place to stay?”. How ashamed I would be to tell Him I was there, but I just walked by.


Last week, I passed by a man on the ground twice before I finally worked up the nerve to go and speak to him. Something in me (the Holy Spirit) was telling me to go back and talk to this man. He had no legs and was sitting beneath an above ground subway stop in Jackson Heights. For those of you unfamiliar with this area, it’s gross. This is the birds’ favorite spot to poop everywhere. People avoided him. His legs had no bandages on them and it wasn’t a clean cut, his legs near where they were cut off were black and it all looked very unhealthy and unclean.

I squatted to his level and asked him if he was hungry. He seemed surprised and told me that he was, and I asked if he would like for me to buy him a meal. He said yes. I went and bought him a bagel and some water. I handed it to him, and sat down on the floor next to him. He again seemed very surprised. I asked him to tell me his story. He said that his name is Jose and he is from Mexico. I told him I was comfortable listening to him tell his story in Spanish. He spoke very quickly and with very much emotion, so it was hard for me to understand, but basically- he moved to NY 2 years ago. He got bone cancer in his legs. Couldn’t afford it, didn’t have insurance. Doesn’t have any money left, and all his family is still in Mexico. He lives on the street, without a house, without any money. He said a lot of other things that I couldn’t understand.

The I heard ‘something something something…biblia…’. Bible? Now. I VERY rarely take my bible with me when I leave in the mornings. It is pretty heavy and I honestly do not take it out very often while I am working during the day. But that morning, I did. I literally told Lauren ‘If I’m ever going to need to take this with me, today is probably the day’. I was referring to the mosque we were going to tour that night.
 I was right, I did need it, but not for the reason I thought.

I said to Jose ‘Necesitas una biblia? Do you need a bible?’ He said yes, and I gave him mine. He was astonished and began looking through it. He started crying. I asked, “Can I pray for you?’ He nodded yes. I prayed for his safety, for God to be glorified, that he would be given a house, money, and an opportunity to see his family. As we finished praying, his face was glimmering with tears. “You are the angel that God has sent to me”, he said.

How funny is that. God would use me, this person that rejects Him so often, that doubts His goodness, this person that is usually there but walks by, to be an angel to someone else. What an HONOR.  How incredible the ways that God will use you and just show up if we would just follow what He has commanded us to do.

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Limitless

Ramadan has started! For those of you that are unfamiliar with this term, Ramadan is a time each year when Muslims fast all day every day from sun up to sun down… for an entire month. This means no eating OR drinking (yes, even water) until 8:30 at night. What makes matters worse is that New York has been experiencing an INTENSE heat wave this past week. It has been incredibly miserable even for those of us who do not wear head coverings and can drink water, so I can’t imagine what it’s like for the Muslim ladies.

Urban Impact centers lose a percentage of our students during Ramadan every year. Our English centers consist mainly of people of different religions such as Muslims, Hindus, Sikhs, and Buddhists, so a Ramadan prevents many of the Muslim students from coming. So some of us interns were praying the entire month of June that not too many of our students would drop out during Ramadan….

A couple days before Ramadan, my teammate Lauren boldly prayed:

“God, overflow our centers during Ramadan”

I remember sighing to myself, thinking it was cute that Lauren had such a hope and already feeling sad that it just wasn’t going to happen. We have many Muslim students, no way would we be overcapacity when Ramadan hits. Severely under capacity?…yes, definitely.

The first day of Ramadan comes…. The South Asian Center BOOMS. One of the men that teaches there tells one of our other interns “man it’s crazy, this place is overflowing”.

That night we pray:

“God, help our centers to be so full that we don’t even have enough seats for everyone”

We run out of seats the very next day.

So, from this I have learned two things:
1.) God is bigger than Ramadan. Way bigger. No other religion, customs, people, or traditions can surprise Him, scare Him, or stop Him.
2.) Sometimes, we limit God in our prayer. He can do abundantly more than we could ask or imagine (Ephesians 3:20). Be bold in your prayers to Him because I’m really embarrassed about how I doubted He could do this. I’m super thankful for Lauren’s trust that God could answer any prayer or I may have not noticed this miracle in the same way.



In the meantime, we have literally had to CLOSE OUR REGISTRATION FOR ENGLISH CLASSES. So much for the lack of students during Ramadan, eh? Can we just take a moment and marvel…. Lord God, You are SO cool. Thank You for overflowing our centers.